MEMORIES, WHY NOT?
I heard that song and many things came to my mind. I thought of you. In fact, I could see you exactly the way you were, your habit of reading the newspaper in bed, delaying the moment for having breakfast; your afternoon walk, your way of telling stories as if they were new to me. It´s unbelievable how well I can remember your voice, your smell and your words. I myself wasn´t aware of having retained so many impressions of a single person.
I miss the way I loved you. I miss my capacity to devote my thoughts to a man in such passionate way. I miss the weeping moments before falling asleep. I miss my insecurity for the possibility of being pregnant of a baby of ours. I miss being so bold as to send you flowers after a quarrel. I miss my sensations when we kissed. I miss my feeling of protection when sleeping with you and I also miss my heartache during the days you didn´t call.
I don´t miss you, honestly. I miss my innocence, my faith in love …
5 comments:
Ah that touches me in my heart.
It was my Nth birthday just recently... and i found myself thinking of people from the past in a terribly similar way.
much love.
S.x
PS: A new colour scheme!
Hi, Sat,
Being a gemini i couldn´t stand the same model forever ...
i always read your posts and enjoy them. i like you very much, and i guess you know that.
Beautiful words, beautiful feelings.
This is beautiful, Marlene. Is it a real story as in your years, you would have seen so much and felt so much. *much love*
i was very touched too by this post as it made me remember the way i used to be too. lovely.
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